Early Exit

Aside from my final demise, I have been overly concerned about my upcoming decrepitude. I'm afraid that I cannot fathom the idea of becoming a decrepit senior citizen. The physical degradation would be too much me. I would be completely demoralized.

Typical Perfect Young Hottie

Imagine yourself as a decrepit senior citizen ... wrinkled, hunched over, barely able to walk, failing vision, lost hearing. Add in illness and dementia, and that's the model senior citizen. The "Golden Years" ... what a crock of shit! Would you be able to tolerate such a life-style?

For me, that's just a few short years away. I'll be honest. I can't go out like that. It's best that I make my exit before decrepitude. Perhaps a heart attack within the next few years will do the trick. Anything is better than watching myself literally fall apart.

Ol' Lavahead Mini-Update®
My workouts at the gym have stabilized at a lower level of exertion. I have attempted to return to the previous level, but my body is not cooperating. Sadly, I will have to make the downward adjustment. I am now experiencing pain in every part of my physique and some stiffness as well. As far as the possible heart problems, I do not know. I have not experienced any of the previously mentioned cardiac symptoms, at least not in severe intensity.